moving!!!

check out MOA by Jeremy&Ilyas. =)My 2 favorite singers. Just click on it and check them out aight?=)

I'm moving to http://carolinetsau.blogspot.com/ from now onwards. Will not be updating here. Soooo, you know what to do~ Relink if you want to. =)

why are you late?

should have told me earlier.

Happy CNY people.=)

I have a feeling that this year, it's gonna be awfully quiet. I'm not in the spirit of it. Sigh.

I'd created a new blog.=D Time to re-link people! only until I'm done with the transferring crap that I have to deal with. oh brother! What have I gotten myself into?-.-

Poor thing couldn't be back for cny this year. =( wish you were here. =)

oh it's gonna be exactly the same with this blog. just url changed. dingdongline alive. =)

withlove,
carol.

i see nostrils. all the time.=.="

Who Are You and Who Am I?

hello! I'm finally back in Kuantan!=D

the highway back to Kuantan was a little jam at the beginning. Chinese New Year is coming and everyone is going back to their hometown to celebrate cny with their families. which includes myself of course. =)

After visiting the Grandfather in the hospital, I joined June, Beth, Kar, Ker, Wei Lynn, Wan Theng, Joe, Jia Li at Kong's place. As what I always tell you, I'll catch up when I'm back. and yes the gossiping, story telling and so on. the usual thing after a long time of not seeing each other.

It was a stupid thing to hear that someone in my past was spreading untrue stories about me. and you said that you know me well. Clearly you don't. Well, you're proving yourself wrong to me and everyone else. you know well what had happened, yet you twisted the truth. pathetic. I'm tired of telling you off that what you think is wrong. Tired of standing up for myself. speak as you wish. i'm out of this little 'feud'.

anyway! there's more to come! Everyone will be back again in a few days from where ever they are currently at.=) seeing you babies makes me feel like home again. minus the good ole' kuantanese attitude. you can never change them. sigh. driving me crazy. tsk tsk.

myloves.

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wan theng and my retarded tongue sticking out.

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MY SUGAR BABY is singing. I fell off my chair. =DD like really fell off! ask Kar and June if you don't believe. sorry babysweetiehoneysugarpie! kisskiss! you rock my ass off!=D
COUGHS.=p

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aihyoh once Kong sings, everyone noticed. =p

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. . .
speechless. next!
that is why i didn't wanna take pictures.=.=
leave me and my yuk kon alone!roar!=D
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the cars didn't wanna bang me. how sweet.

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the soft toy my gfs bought me last year.
<3ss =)

enough of this crap!
ironman is right. dingdongline has got to go.
should i change?
Good night!

withlove,
carol.

oh! and Wong's blog. =)

money honey.

GaGa Lady - Honey Money.

Lady GaGa - Money Honey.

" Thats m-o-n-e-y..so sexy "

I'm so bored.
I realized that I ten get angry easily.
Even the slightest thing can make me mad.
and when I get mad,
it'll take a while to cool down.
sigh.
sorry baby.

It's ikhlas not setia.
I know.

Today I had nothing to do.
I really hate it when I'm alone, staying put and doing nothing at all.
It makes me think a lot.
oh don't worry. It's not another emo post.
I'm just reflecting myself.
I was wondering where did I go wrong that I feel that I don't belong anywhere.
Do I? Anywhere?
Do you feel it too?
I'm sure this is a common thing. =)

random:

I dreamt of falling.
I dreamt of running.
I dreamt of dragons.
I dreamt of being in weird places that I'd not been to before.
I'd dreamt of ceased person.
I dreamt of high school.
I dreamt of elementary school.
I dreamt of crying.
I dreamt of death.
I dreamt of old friends.
I dreamt of new friends.
I dreamt of him.
I dreamt of strangers.
I dreamt of my girlfriends.
I dreamt of ironman.
I dreamt of animals.
i dreamt of peeing.
i dreamt of taking a dump.
i dreamt of witnessing a death.

Dreaming is tiring.
wear me out everytime when i wake up.
You can't control what your mind is seeing.
I find daydreaming better than dreaming itself.
Cause I am able to create my own storyline. =D

alright you shall ignore me now.=p

I was reading back my old posts in my blog. Pretty amazing. How childish I can be. ( not that I'm SUPER mature now. ) How stupid and naive I was by believing that something would happen when I'm toyed. lol. It's a joke for us to laugh about now. =) and How that I believed that I actually believe that some friends are genuine and believed that they will stay but they don't. They leave without an explanation. This is the real world. Deal with it. He told me it's college life. Only 1 year of college life then your done with it. And you move on to university life. New circle of friends. and when you're working, the life gets harder. So there I guess that there is no reason to sulk about them. or is it karma?

I tend to crap more when I'm in a moody-mood. Pretty irony isn't it.

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf!
I just found out that Nicky shifted to KL. @#$% no longer my neighbour. =(
I'm so useless.
sorry to disappoint you pig.=.="

This is a sign of something.
I missed out a lot.
Never get to catch up.
Never know how to start. =(

I think it's time to stop. I don't see a point of this post.

I'd forgotten to included this picture in the previous post.

Now tell me,
are you thinking of the same thing that I'm thinking right now?=p

lan jiao hooker.

" In any free society, the conflict between social conformity and individual liberty is permanent, unresolvable, and necessary. "
Kathleen Norris

withlove,
carol.

brown eyes.

currently listening: Lady GaGa - Brown Eyes.

Goodbye Perth!
.
.
.
.and Hello Malaysia!=D

i'm back! =D

This isn't a vacation. I'm there for fucks. Which means for nothing. Spent most of my time sleeping - my brother claimed. It's not that I'm not adventurous, it is just so boring there! yes, i was being fed well. But I wasn't brought to anywhere interesting. But once again, it is not meant to be a vacation in the first place. Was there to settle my brother's accommodation and so on. Oh well, yeah~

Anna is being such a darling for mocking us. awww~ love u so much DARLING!=p

June called me today. First person to hear from. =D Miss her so much! Cause basically it's like a routine to talk to her and text her. lol

and of course I get to return to my usual routine with him.=)

I'm currently stuck in KL - Aunt's place. Mummy wants me to accompany my aunt til this Saturday when we all head back to Kuantan together. ahhh...my home. =)

And I'm hoping to come back to KL in February before everyone leaves.
kayekayedarling! Have to see you before you leave. =)
and Nicole you too.=D

It seems like this is it.
Everyone is going away, pursuing whatever they want in life.
People leaving and separating.
Starting anew with new people, new life, new environment.
It's a sad sight to see.
But yeah, this is what we call life i guess. =)

I really think that one has no rights at all to claim that others will fail in life.
oh wait, is someone trying to play God and predict about others life?
pathetic really.

karma will bite back right on your ass.

I have this stupid theory that I'd made up.
thinking that i'm fat and trying to lose weight desperately will make me gain even more weight.
instead,
not having this thought of trying to lose weight helps me to not put on weight.
=D
you're confused aren't you?
so.
ignore me.
I'm just too bored.
Losing the inspiration to blog.

I'd just forced him to sleep.
a very stubborn boy, reluctant to sleep.
sigh.
I'm looking at him sleeping now.
through the webcam of course.
sound asleep.
snuggling under his blanky.
just like a baby.=)
oh! i thought i saw a slight smile on his face.
=p

just when it seems like we're running out of time,
everything falls in place.
everyone heard.
everyone seen.
everyone exists.
everyone RE-exist.
everyone is happy.
everyone is reluctant to leave.

but will this stay as it is?
is it a temporary thing?
or it is always there but we're just to blind to see?
I'm hoping for this to maintain as it is.
I'd been waiting for this moment.
=)
miss you my friends.

shall hang with my bestfriend, the TV, now. Since I'm rotting in front of the lappie.
=.=

withlove,
carol.

clearblueskywithnoclouds.
I don't like.
=.=

ohmyboyisawake.=D